Tired?

Sometimes you get tired of too much anger in your heart, you just want to stop all the things that bothering you. The question is how? When everyday you meet the same person who bothers you.

Put more mask? No more am tired. An tired of pretending. It's high time that we need to sit down and talk what is happening to us. If you are ready to sit with me and talk about our troubled, maybe it will save both of us from troubles that we don't want to express. Let's stop this and focus our energies to a more creative effort.

Activities at the Center

Today was also extremely cold. I tried to walk going to the shops for some shopping hoping to move my body a little bit. What's my greatest mistake is that walking through the snow with my crocs slippers. That was bad and I have to know that it's very dangerous not only to me but also to other people.

A couple from Ryori cho visited me today to get their electronic tickets tithe Philippines . Both were discussing on how to go to the airport when four Filipinas came to cook bihon for tomorrows event. It was unexpectedly crowded but fun. I enjoyed a fresh cook bihon and some fried bangus for lunch

Wise Choices

Letting our aloneness grow into solitude and not into loneliness is a lifelong struggle. It requires conscious choices about whom to be with, what to study, how to pray, and when to ask for counsel. But wise choices will help us to find the solitude where our hearts can grow in love.

Journey to the Big Cities

Taking a long trip to Tokyo is not really for me. I dreaded the bus ride from my place to the city. It's not that am beginning to feel old, but I really don't feel the passion for this work anymore. Not because of te nature of the work, but the person who is leading this meeting. Hope this will not affect the younger members of the committee who works passionately for the service of the the good of the people.

Cold-hearted

He take a look at the box and check if there is something edible inside. Flip through the newspapers and some dirty tissue paper.

His backpack is tattered and his jacket is unwashed for some month.

I take a look at him at the for some minutes. Stared at what he is doing and look away as if he does not exists.

He take a look at the box and check if there is something edible inside. Flip through the newspapers and some dirty tissue paper.

His backpack is tattered and his jacket is unwashed for some month.

I take a look at him at the for some minutes. Stared at what he is doing and look away as if he does not exists.

March 10 2011 on my way to Tokyo

This was my note on my phone while i am on my way to Tokyo for the meeting. i love to write my thoughts on if i am not reading something. here it is.


While taking the train to Tokyo I feel so happy and relax. Am I. I just write it in a fashion to make my reader feel great. aba nag ambition ang sarili as if my mga readers. Anyway I don't know what to write I just want to let you know I am happy on this trip.

I was in a state wherein I was so stressed. It makes me want to run away because of the many things I need to do and decide. I have accepted this appointment and so I need to see what I can. It's easy to give up and pack up my things and leave. But it's more meaningful if I face the challenge ahead of me and be able to take the responsibility. Failure or success I am here. I don't need that. All I have to know and develop is that I am here to be with my people. I am ready to take the challenge but it will take a lot of time for me.

Had fun and be happy wala naman mawawala sa akin if I am a failure. I had my success already and that is enough. All I need to do know is just do what I can and be ready to face the challenges that is there.

It's good we have a good weather today and I can say it's so relaxing to be here in this area of Japan.